I saw that same look I’ve seen many times before.
Where have you gone this time?
You describe it as setting her aside or on a shelf..
You say she needs to go away and that you need to take over.
She can’t take this cruel world anymore;she’s too weak.
You need to be her guardian only you can’t.
Your interests are not her own.
Your eyes are not her eyes, though everything else remains the same.
That smile is so aloof and holds ice shards as opposed to teeth.
You’re not her, but you’re in her body and you’re taking over.
You promised me long ago you’d do no harm.
However, harm is all you give.
Sure.. your intentions start out innocent enough.
Then when you can’t get anymore out of this nice game, you turn bitter.
You seek havoc and leave discourse in a burning trail behind you.
You’re brilliant and know just how far to push.
You’ve lied to me and I’ve swallowed every word like a bitter pill.
Something always tugging at my stomach, telling me this wasn’t right.
You hid her body as your mind took over.
You killed someone I love.
I’m still trying to forgive you.
You manipulated a little child, you made me take on more than I could.
I couldn’t save you and I can’t save you now.
Only GOD can help you.
You need to cry out and open your old wounds.
Return back to her what you’ve stolen.
It isn’t fair….
It isn’t right.
People can only handle so much and then sometimes..
just sometimes a monster takes their place, hiding beneath their skin.
It’s still their body but their mind is taken over.
This is the face of terror.
This is a victim in the most brilliant of shapes.
You believe you are being brave.
you believe you’re the fearless one, taking over and brazenly
overruling all in your way, knocking us all aside to get what you wish.
Sure… your intentions always start out kind and good.
Then things get bitter.. your heart gets colder.. you become more angry, breeding within you a psychopath..
The Psychopath..
I am all to familiar with you.
I’ve known you since I was a little child.
But you can’t taint me anymore.
You can’t take away anything else.
I will not let you fool me.
Sure.. this is mentally exhausting but I’ve got to keep you in check, since I’m the only one who knows
I am always the one who knows.
I’ll keep you in check.
You’ll never hurt me again or anyone else…
ps. I love you…..



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