Dawning Creations

You paint a nice picture.

You’re such an expert liar.

You contact me with such urgency,

only to bring up the past of me and you.

You can’t see I’ve had enough?

You can’t see that the person you once new is dead and gone?!

I’ve washed my hands of the guilt you imposed upon me.

I’ve washed my hands of my false pride.

I’ve washed myself until I bled to clean you off of me.

Leave me alone.

I implore you because I can no longer be nice.

I’m not into games involving the heart.

I’m not into your struggle dynamic and confusion.

I refuse to take on another challenge not worth my while.

I’m happier with what I have.

All of the lies, no more.

All of the games, no more.

All of this pressure, no more.

Everyone who wishes me harm, no more.

All the negativity, no more.

I refuse to let it get me down.

I’m done.

Finished.

Never again will I let you into my life.

This negativity is a demon that tries to devour the sour of heart whole.

These liars and false hearts are cruel.

They mock you by pretending they care.

They take all you have when you don’t have much

and leave you more empty than you already are.

NO MORE!!

I kick and scream and pound knuckles in an empty lot.

My anger is a serpent and lies to get satisfaction.

This is what I can become.

I can become you, only I refuse to.

I won’t be like you.

I won’t let your damaged soul cause me further immolation.

You’re really a lamentable being.

You are pretentious, endeavoring to act like I actually mattered.

My heart was just a trophy.

We all are trophies to the wicked and the schemers.

Stop devouring, angry heart.

Let it out in screams and stop sacrificing the innocent.

I refuse to be another tithe to your sick ways.

I am not broken.

I was just bent a little.

I’m sorry for my anger but not for my love.

I loved hard and long.

I let myself do something I never thought I could.

Before you, I thought I was a thorny woman, jealous of the soft and fragile rose.

I thought I’d never love.

So in a way, before all of this went wrong, you proved me I can love.

And because of you, I can properly chose my love wisely.

NEVER AGAIN!

I know better.

I won’t be trapped in negativity anymore.

I washed my hands until they shone.

My soul will become immaculate before you.

Darkness can’t sacrifice light.

Your game is lost.