Dawning Creations

I didn’t mean for this to get so horrid, or to leave on bitter end.

Some words just can’t be taken back and I really needed you then.

You were too angry or I was too tired and nothing panned out as it should.

Try as I might have, it wouldn’t work. You would just kick out my knees, lash me with your words until the bleeding began to hurt.

I could not reach out when you would laugh and eat my heart out .

I didn’t mean to be so horrid, never meant to shout in your face, never planned on breaking your door down, or exploding in the end.

You were wearing on my patience that day with your laughing and hideous words, speaking as if I’ve never done a damn thing for you, when I was doing all I could.

A calm day away from all of this mess was all I really needed. Coming home to the mess and your rage was just too much.

What did you expect?

We’re both losing someone we love, here.

And just like that, you’ve lost the only confidant you have ever had…

I’m closing this door.