Dawning Creations

Sitting here… listening as the rain pounds the crooked pavements

I start to think beyond my years of what’s to be

with a smile on my face, images soar through my thoughts like fallen autumn leaves

they each come tagged with some bittersweet emotion

it makes wonder… will I ever have that feeling , the one you feel when you found something peculiar

will I ever feel that it all has paid off?

Sometimes I question myself .. sometimes I question it all

sitting here….. there’s lightening striking outside

and it reminds me of when I was a little girl afraid and vulnerable

I always had someone to run to

it’s not that easy now

The years go by and I age more and more.

It makes me question myself.

It makes wonder have I enjoyed it…

With age comes a wisdom unknown to the ignorant ones

who experience nothing but bliss that leaves them ever restless

I am ever changing as the graceful four seasons

only mine is a messy sort of change and I wouldn’t want it any other way

I am confident it will all pay off, even though sometimes I stray I am sure of myself for now, but that can change any day I believe that I will experience that feeling, the one you get when you’re in love, but it still leaves me guessing.

I think of myself as very strong, admittedly I am also weak.

There is strength in weakness

there is faith in blindness

there is hope in loss

there is regrowth in discipline

with age comes imagination with imagination comes inspiration…

it can’t all be lost in the falling rain

though tough times are imminent.

You can pull through just know

you’re worth it all

you’re worth it all.

Worth the joy;worth the sweat.

Worth the tears;worth the blood

worth the beating of a heart

you’re worth it all… and so much more ❤ it took me years to understand that life is all about learning and finding your path in life