You pick me up, playing the music we listen to.
Emotion is in your eyes, a fretful, regretting sorrow that is as clear as the cold on this December day.

You’re sorry.
Looking into your eyes, I realize it will all be ok.
We start to speak.

Nothing has changed.

So many nights I dreamt I couldn’t find you.
You were lost in a maze or some winter warfare and I could not reach you, no matter the effort I made.

Reality came snaking into my sleeping. Light stopped beaming on my phone.
You disappeared no matter the amount of my trying.
I felt my fears coming to life, maybe yours, too.
Your ghosting wasn’t a ghost but left me more afraid.

We’re here today.
I’m in your car, the music is playing and you’re you.

It’s feels so good to know that nothing has changed.

2 responses to “Nothing Has Changed”

  1. Scrunch Foldington Avatar
    Scrunch Foldington

    I think everyone has had someone in their lives vanish at one time or another, and you’ve captured the confusion and torment of this, contrasted with the resolution with the repetition of the familiar image of a car, music, and friendship. Great read!

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you !! My one friend and I just reconnected after about a year and we were fortunate that nothing changed. I missed her a lot. I was very grateful. 🙂 I’m so happy you liked it !! Thank you for commenting and reading 🙂

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