Summer rain pelted the hot road, and patted me on the head.
Handle bars wriggled, slick with rain as I strained to reach the summit of Hill street.

So many times before I made my way, legs burning, back arching as I pedaled standing up.
Getting closer, I viewed the weathered green van.

Inside, grandma cooked, piling filled plates over limited counter space.
Grandpa sat at the table, folding his deck.
Uncle Matt accepted his loss.
Grandpa laughed his rich laughed and sipped at his coffee, cigarette lit.

The kitchen began to fill as my family filed in.
I could hear my aunts, uncles, mom, brother, cousins and the twins.
I retired to pack my knapsack, stuffing clothes and organizing as often as I do, now.
Stuffing in the food as fast as possible afterwards, I’m outside again.

The rain a cool opposite to my hot face.
I sing some song and begin running and jumping until I’m flying, zipping to the tops of trees and swinging recklessly with total control.

Throughout my superfluous frivolity, I could hear my name being called.
It’s my grandma’s voice, a high pitched whistle, diving upwards to reach me.

3 responses to “Memories in Dreaming”

  1. Woodsy Avatar
    Woodsy

    Bag packed in your heart,
    shuddering a little with the excitement
    And the weight…
    So now,
    all you wanna do is run…
    go to that elsewhere place…
    hide there…
    leave the things you can’t deal with behind,
    and stick with the things you crave…
    the things you feel deeper than an ocean,
    simply because you’re elsewhere…

    where the somewheres maybe don’t loom so large.

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Oh my yes !!!

      Packing and staging a massive getaway.
      Floating on an empty sea, clear and crystal, words and promises spoken to me.
      Let them loose and set sail, drifting along as does the driftwood, finding security in the rich unknown.
      My bounty is my spirit, God be my guide.
      I’ve reeled in the anchors.
      There’s nothing holding me back, now.
      Spaces wide, with fields and a mute sunrise, quiet before the never to come storm.
      It’s reality somewhere in the mix of being caught between two worlds.
      Realism and philosophy are so intertwined, like the earth to the vastness of space.
      Intertwining and pulling apart, only to reunite but coming back stronger.

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    2. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      This felt so good ! I love your comments ! Incredible:)

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