It’s not fair.
It just isn’t fair.
I love you and you love me too.
It’s not fair to you; I’m having an affair with you’ll never guess who.

It’s so polite,
the way I’m treated, warmed and sweetened, up with you.
But this is something else, I’m going places I’ve never known were possible, without you.

It’s not fair.
This couldn’t have happened at a worse time.
I’m losing my hair, all my worrying has gotten me tongue tied.

It’s not right what I’m doing,
but I won’t stop.
This is feeling like I’m breaking out of prison, and you’re that damned cop.
Trying to bring me back to unstable, mediated with your dysfunction.

I won’t let you take ahold of me.
I’m already hitting the road.

It’s not fair to you.
I’m having an affair with you’ll never guess who.

It’s been a great dying wave since this storm started and I’m sailing out of your bay.

My blankets are calling my name, my dreams are reeling me in.
I’m having an affair.
I’m loving this affair with you’ll never guess who.

Dreaming.

14 responses to “Dreaming>Adulting”

  1. Woodsy Avatar
    Woodsy

    Ok… wow

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you ^-^ 🙂 been writing a lot. There’s a lot floating in my head. Haha

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  2. Woodsy Avatar
    Woodsy

    Given how far our dreaming selves can stretch, and how small some of our adulting places can seem when the walls close in, mybe this is such a necessry struggle…
    which so many voices tell us to resist.

    Yet now, suddenly, it’s like everyone is in pause mode.

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      BrittnyLee

      Yep it most certainly is. We’re suspended in time haha 🙂

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    thereluctantpoet

    I LOVED this, so creative, sensual and Honest (sadly)!!! Bellissimo, My Dear, Bellissimo!!
    😘🌹💖 FYI The text is hard to read against your background. I was able to read it by highlighting it – then it was fine. Wanted to let you know because I was so anxious to read what you wrote and happy I found a work-around!!

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      BrittnyLee

      Thank you so much. And thank you for letting me know about the text. I will work on that, much appreciated my friend!! I’m very grateful you stopped by 🙂 thank you !!!!! 🙂

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        thereluctantpoet

        Was happy to share your post with followers, My Dear!! Be safe out there!!!
        🌹😃✨✨

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        BrittnyLee

        Thank you so much!!!! Aww hug s!!! You be safe too 🙂 god bless

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    thereluctantpoet

    Reblogged this on The Reluctant Poet.

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you so much. I’m honored!!

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      1. thereluctantpoet Avatar
        thereluctantpoet

        Happy to share this with followers, My Dear!!
        xoxo

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        BrittnyLee

        Thank you again 🙂 God bless! Stay safe!

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      BrittnyLee

      Thank you! 🙂

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