I keep going, exhausting all my efforts. My lungs suck in acrid air, drying my mouth and throat as I’m spinning like a top.

I’m so enraptured with only a feeling. I spin on, singing an imaginary song in front of invisible people.

Maybe I’m the invisible one, if I’m being honest.

Looking down from where you are, watching me from where you are.

Are you proud? I find myself hoping so most days.

I keep spinning like a top, balancing living, really living with all the obscurities and deserts choking me.

Maybe I’m invisible.

The bigger picture is falling closer to me than ever before. While we’re all trying to make a name for ourselves, the world keeps on turning, patiently turning.

I spin like a top, revolving in static air, fizzing and whirring with the wind, the tumbling tides.

If I’m invisible, maybe you are too. I can still sense you, watching the clouds run and embracing the warm sun. I’m so enraptured with this passion, I’m almost blinded.

The bigger picture is all around me. I accept that. I just want to be a part of that something close to where you are.

17 responses to “Part Of”

  1. Nathi Avatar
    Nathi

    The heart aches to be a part of the whole. Well written✍

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you so much Nathi 🙂 aww 🤗

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      1. Nathi Avatar
        Nathi

        It’s my pleasure 😇

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        BrittnyLee

        🙂 thank You! Have a great Wednesday and happy blogging Nathi!

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  2. ellie894 Avatar
    ellie894

    Yes, very much so. You’ve captured it beautifully 🌷

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you so much Ellie!!! ♡

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      1. ellie894 Avatar
        ellie894

        My pleasure! Please feel free to call me Suzanne if you’d like 💞

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      2. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        Sure 🙂 Suzanne

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      3. ellie894 Avatar
        ellie894

        😊, I named my site for my sweet lab mix, Ellie!
        I’m not sure why. I guess it’s just one of those things you do at the time. Hehe 😊

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      4. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        Makes sense aww 🙂 cute:) I love labs

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        ellie894

        😊

        Like

  3. PoojaG Avatar
    PoojaG

    Really great post! I guess deep down we all want to be a part of something bigger.

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you!!! Yes I think we definitely do. 🙂

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      1. PoojaG Avatar
        PoojaG

        You’re welcome!

        Like

  4. Woodsy Avatar
    Woodsy

    Hugs from a small place…

    half floating,
    half hiding in a cupboard.

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      You’re never hiding, never in need to hide.
      Your light is too beautiful and vibrant to hide !! Thank you John!

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      1. Woodsy Avatar
        Woodsy

        Awesome thing to say.

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