It’s not my fault
and you’ve told me so many times

The sky is blue
with clouds freckling her highest points
They’re so white,
I could swear they’re solid
and cold like freshly fallen snow.

The wind is palming the promise of rain
and your eyes are softening.
The sun brightens the green flecks in your eyes.
You can’t comprehend they’re majesty.
You can’t comprehend the hope in your company.

I am dolorous
and it’s Easter.
Christ is risen
and I am bleak.

What in God’s green Earth is wrong with me?!

It’s not my fault.
I could hear you say.

Your green eyes softening
as you’re patting my back.
You can’t grasp the dips in my psyche.
You can’t grasp how apologetic I am for lamenting.
You can’t imagine.

You don’t fathom because you love me.

Jesus is risen and I am here,
Crestfallen by chemicals out of my control.
I feel guilty.
But you say it’s not my fault.

But I am sick
But I am strong
But I am a sister
But I am a daughter times three
But I am his creation

I am loved.

I will try because you love me.
I will try because he reminds me
in all you do.

I matter.
I am loved.
I know this because of you.


21 responses to “Thanks to You”

  1. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
    bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

    This is really awesome!

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you, John! How’s your Thursday mein freund?

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      1. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        Das es gut 😁

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      2. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        Ya!!!! Ich liebe dich, mein freund !!!!

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      3. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        Du bist einer meiner besten Freunde πŸ™‚

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      4. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        Awwwwww danke !!!!!!! Nice come back !!!! This is fun 😁

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      5. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        creo que también! 😁😜

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      6. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        Wow very impressive. Creo que !!!! Love it !! Me gusta!!!

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      7. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        The internet makes anyone cultured πŸ˜†

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      8. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        C’est Vrai!!!

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      9. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        sie sind toll 😁

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      10. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        Aw !!! Mas !! Mas !!, Por favor πŸ™‚

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      11. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        gehe ich Ihnen auf die Nerven?

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      12. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        There are times I remember random bits of languages I’ve studied in the past like the French I just posted. Haha it’s so strange but I love it. Me gusta lo !

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      13. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        I know more Spanish now than I learned in 1 year in high school… I think it’s because I’ve learned the words and not verbs, adjectives and adverbs etc…

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      14. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        I can understand that. I learned more in college than high school by far πŸ˜‚

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      15. bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1 Avatar
        bloglifenstuff40b7eba1f1

        I was too smart for college… nah.. I was too poor πŸ˜‚

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  2. Warren Richards Avatar
    Warren Richards

    Indeed, nice share!

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you so much, Warren. How is your week going ? It’s very rainy here but I’m sick with bronchitis so I’m not minding the rain. It’s peaceful to listen to. I love it πŸ’“

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  3. WanderingCanadians Avatar
    WanderingCanadians

    Beautiful words for a beautiful poem

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Thank you, Linda. Love makes you love yourself sometimes. I’m grateful for the people in my life that stuck by me when I was going through hard patches. πŸ™‚

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