Reality got in my way, again.
Words of wisdom played in my mind
but at inconvenient time
for this fast moving machine

I had an epiphany at 6a.m.
I felt my heart pouring out,
overflowing my filling coffee mug

I can’t keep pretending
this isn’t who I am.

Art will come back,
and jab me in the middle of the night,
in class, while in my car.

I don’t want to have to choose.

6 responses to “Artist’s Hunger Pains”

  1. Woodsy Avatar
    Woodsy

    I don’t want who I am to keep getting all the doors I want to run through slammed in my face.
    I don’t want to keep blaming myself for consequences that life never gave me a choice about.
    I don’t want being me to hurt anymore, just because it’s not the way someone else would do it.
    I don’t want places to keep feeling like the home I don’t want, when every time I pack a bag, I find the home I do want watching me from the other side.

    But sometimes, in the middle of the night, I wish…

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Beautiful response. Thank you for your poetic response. You’re always an inspiration

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  2. WanderingCanadians Avatar
    WanderingCanadians

    It’s funny how inspiration comes at the weirdest of times. It’s something that can’t be forced. You just have to go with the flow and be ready (and grateful) whenever it hits.

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    1. BrittnyLee Avatar
      BrittnyLee

      Absolutely πŸ˜€ I just wish it could come at more applicable times, like when I’m at home and not driving or working with my kiddos lol 😭 I can’t write during those times . It mostly comes at good times, though.

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      1. WanderingCanadians Avatar
        WanderingCanadians

        No kidding! Glad to hear the timing usually works out for you. I’ve learned when I’m not feeling it, I shouldn’t force it. Maybe it’s my body’s way of telling me to just take things easy and take a break.

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      2. BrittnyLee Avatar
        BrittnyLee

        That’s a great perspective for sure πŸ˜€

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