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Reality got in my way, again.
Words of wisdom played in my mind
but at inconvenient time
for this fast moving machine
I had an epiphany at 6a.m.
I felt my heart pouring out,
overflowing my filling coffee mug
I can’t keep pretending
this isn’t who I am.
Art will come back,
and jab me in the middle of the night,
in class, while in my car.
I don’t want to have to choose.
I don’t want who I am to keep getting all the doors I want to run through slammed in my face.
I don’t want to keep blaming myself for consequences that life never gave me a choice about.
I don’t want being me to hurt anymore, just because it’s not the way someone else would do it.
I don’t want places to keep feeling like the home I don’t want, when every time I pack a bag, I find the home I do want watching me from the other side.
But sometimes, in the middle of the night, I wish…
Beautiful response. Thank you for your poetic response. You’re always an inspiration
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Absolutely 😀 I just wish it could come at more applicable times, like when I’m at home and not driving or working with my kiddos lol 😭 I can’t write during those times . It mostly comes at good times, though.
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