Dawning Creations

Losing heart…..
I’m ashamed to admit how much I’m afraid.
Losing you,
an imaginary star,
an invisible start
I hope I didnt push you too far away.
I only sought to tell you my truth.
and I’m more and more afraid
and I’m left thinking you’ll think of me,
my most frightening nightmares,
you seeing and fleeing.

Bad behavior led by good intentions
I can’t even apologize

as you heard it all before
You’re tired of my banter.
I’m sorry my friend.
I’m sorry I spoke too much,
repeated myself just to speak something into open space.
You were busy.
But, you were wrong.
You were annoyed with my seeking validation.
I wasn’t.
I was simply trying to express my appreciation of you.